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...But it's hard enough.
I start with this truism because I managed during the last month to present someone else's scientific work without breaking down... uh... that's if you don't count some 10 second hesitations. I remember similar situations where my knees trembled and my left eye twitched among other things which are a testament to how scared I was back then.
I think what was more excruciating now was the wait as I had to keep telling myself that my teachers weren't out for my blood and that my classmates were scared as well. The coping mechanism I fell upon while presenting is perhaps a no-no as far as presentations are concerned: I didn't look at the audience for the whole time. I had good reason to do as I did, though, besides not being overwhelmed trying to parse feedback from about 100 people, I prepared what I was going to say beforehand and printed it out to read. It stood as good practice to focus on the print-out sheets so I didn't get lost in the glare of 200 eyes, which I nevertheless managed to do, hesitating somewhat.
This was a success because I got 17 out of 20 points, which all conditions taken in stock is an apt grade, and the best of the whole class
Animal and Plant Histology being a done deal as far as I'm concerned, I now have to face up with those nemesis of mine, Statistics and Math. As they require something more than just attending class and reading the textbook I'll have to defer any comments or replies to February unless there's something particularly urgent to voice my opinion on. The art itself will keep unabated as I'd rather have my desktop computer not rusting over during winter.
And now for something completely in season, here's an awesome secular Christmas song by Tim Minchin.
Tally for November: no weight lost or gained.
I start with this truism because I managed during the last month to present someone else's scientific work without breaking down... uh... that's if you don't count some 10 second hesitations. I remember similar situations where my knees trembled and my left eye twitched among other things which are a testament to how scared I was back then.
I think what was more excruciating now was the wait as I had to keep telling myself that my teachers weren't out for my blood and that my classmates were scared as well. The coping mechanism I fell upon while presenting is perhaps a no-no as far as presentations are concerned: I didn't look at the audience for the whole time. I had good reason to do as I did, though, besides not being overwhelmed trying to parse feedback from about 100 people, I prepared what I was going to say beforehand and printed it out to read. It stood as good practice to focus on the print-out sheets so I didn't get lost in the glare of 200 eyes, which I nevertheless managed to do, hesitating somewhat.
This was a success because I got 17 out of 20 points, which all conditions taken in stock is an apt grade, and the best of the whole class
Animal and Plant Histology being a done deal as far as I'm concerned, I now have to face up with those nemesis of mine, Statistics and Math. As they require something more than just attending class and reading the textbook I'll have to defer any comments or replies to February unless there's something particularly urgent to voice my opinion on. The art itself will keep unabated as I'd rather have my desktop computer not rusting over during winter.
And now for something completely in season, here's an awesome secular Christmas song by Tim Minchin.
Tally for November: no weight lost or gained.
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And that was that for chats
Some more context on my Facebook profile.
It's nice to have a private place where you can bounce ideas off similarly-minded people and generally be sociable but I've come to realize, as for other Web 2.0 modes of interaction in the past, that there's a risk of that becoming all you do. So after a year or so testing the likes of Facebook and Discord as chatting platforms I've decided Skype is the chosen one (for now at least) and it seems to me that the first chat group I've joined on there has an activity level I can keep up with.
So all invites to join chats elsewhere are preemptively declined (as are for other venues like forums and sundr
Say No To Art Contests
Let's see if I can summarize this ramble of mine on why I am turned away from most art contests into easily digestible points.
:bulletred: Always read the rules in detail. Overwhelmingly you'll find an item that says you relinquish your commercial rights pertaining to the submitted artwork or even all of them to the entity holding the contest just to participate.
:bulletred: All things being equal, a contest corresponds to a ballot where a "ticket" is something for which entrants likely worked hard for and yet only three of them at most get a one time payment, resulting, if that hasn't already happened, in the complete forfeiture of the win
A Speculative Palaeobiology Group
SpecPalaeo (https://www.deviantart.com/specpalaeo)
Hopefully one of the more productive community-oriented efforts stemming from #buildabetterfaketheropod. I hope those of you approached by the administrator can exercise forbearance regarding the pertinent recent bout of querulousness over Brian Engh's modest proposal, but that exercise, with time, has have given Lediblock2 (https://www.deviantart.com/lediblock2) a better appreciation for those that like their speculative fiction with a bit more inventiveness. That said, I'm sure the more conservative imaginings will also have their place there.
Meanwhile at the Paleoartists Group...
...an admin wonders about the point of it all.
So beyond all the issues pertaining to my livelihood that take precedence over most community efforts I can part-take in, there's this failure of communication I don't understand and consequently can't figure out a way to tastefully resolve and frankly leaves my charitability tattered and frayed far too quickly. So unable to be agreeable enough in this situation most of the time I move on to other things.
Let's see for how long I can avoid that tropism this time around.
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bend the masses to your will AHH ha ha!